That summer

That year, I am 13 years old, you were 3 years older than I, because of the seniority in the family, you became my little form aunt. Have how many nights our cipher reaches in the dead of night. This year, my unexpected puberty accident at school, suspend schooling at home. I that born in a poor family, can not bear mind depend on parents hesitate just a few step of Chu 3 лютого is rocked and then and then again, determine to give up the study.

Live in those days in hospital, each weekend early in the morning, nurse elder sister meet ward to lead the smiling one into me always. Carry the lunch-box stingily, still contain a lily not opened in the white overall pocket in bud two times.

Later, I was used to expecting the morning on weekend, because there are warm chicken soup and a lily. Whenever I receive this present that can not be more warm, looking at the word on the lunch-box with the utmost concentration of federation, " the sun of tomorrow still rises for you " , In this way, I have found from not knowing which way to go self-confidently gradually.

It is high time to should leave hospital, this day, I pair hold in hands dilapidated and ruined lily go out of the hospital already. On the way home, can not help, have, smell Xiang Yu of lily, see car outside window scene remain unchanged just like usual, my worry floats towards outside the window with the lingering fragrance of the lily like this.

Get back to home, but has lost your message. Heard from mother, you wanted to drift about, looked for the source of the dream. Later, I always sit in " teahouse " that was belonging to us while missing you, Recall once scented tea is chatted. What appeared was that warm lunch-box and lily in the brain suddenly. It hints, it is it that tells me, you have made all these for me, the quiet again one has been left for me that tea is fragrant. What I lose sheds tears ......

After the a few days, father make Yunnan pul tea end give I well, this it is I first time with father that sample tea, I do not have that kind of strong desire to sample tea with father in the past, the so silent one sits on the wooden chair sampling tea carefully, until the tea dust father sees I say in silence that want to tell me a good news. However, I have not expected the so-called good news is that I will return to campus, I have not demonstrated any excited act, just thin smiling, then come into one's own room.

Today five years later, I have already stepped into the high school and lived. I recall to our past again, a bit sentimental, a bit downcast, but wonder how to pour out to you in the distant place, want you to come back to my side, always have you to wander up and down in the diary.

Today in 2008, I opened this diary, found suddenly, you were just at my side. That night, you came into my dreamland. The figure that see you familiar with on the busy street that I walk, I follow behind of you, have come to your world. There are flowers and plants that are whispering there, there are happy laughters and cheerful voices of the bird, have ...... Here paradise, I surprised to extremely, see you and Mr right of you sit suspend at swing of love sway , your happy appearance is really very beautiful, there is your giving a winsome smile ...... I am mumbling some words in the heart, wish you happiness. In dreamland, it is limpid, magnificent that you smile, but no longer implicit. Your smiling at me will never be forgotten. At this moment, I sit on the way of going back to Sichuan, will participate in the lily ceremony of your company, still remember you have told me the meaning of the lily, that but become motive force of your undertaking, you say, have a kindhearted heart, the lily will be brought to you luckily. I just thought you a bit too simple, but later, I began to believe.

On the train, I have fantasies of the scene that we meet again many times, is the smiling excited shedding tears- To look at your busy figure from far away not to have- Alternatively, the ones that are not stopped on the dining table by you insert dishes for me- I believe, not so-called strange. Later, mother told me all that you did, but my tears rolled up and down like tide even more, can not prevent.

I happened in that year of the accident, you dropped out of school outside, this was your so-called " drifted about in all corners of the country " too. You do not leave, wander up and down on long by me still. It is your meat soup that has dispelled the sorrow in my heart, is that your lily is entrusted to the confidence that I live again. With you three month head Cheng that I live again that sweat gain you.

2 years later, I participated in the high school entrance examination, the achievement is unsatisfactory, the family is for me to go to high school, you have no option, has chosen to hold a part-time job. No work on day every night so ...... I know, your already forgotten tear of sweat. Think of this, I feel happiness how oneself is, still add a part and release from the regret in heart and uneasy at the same time.

In efforts of you, with you high school at the at one's own expense salary that obtain day and night that I. At this moment, it was you that told me, the way ahead still shoulders heavy responsiblities.

Lily ceremony, this is the common commitment that we once made. That is the lily ceremony which anyone held at successful that time as us, and you have accomplished.

You do not change, because your heart still hovers in the sea everywhere like gull, want, become illusion reality, I make you strong, meet by chance, I always liken you to the clangorous rose, will never wither. At this moment, I want to tell you, you are my eternal emotion in the heart, forever ......

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